SOOO frustrated!!!!

Ok, so now my female is SUPER READY!  BUT I found out that she is a GIANT!  GRRR The white male I have is still 1/3 too small, and I really wanted to breed her!  A male Giant is sooo expensive, and typically you have to ship them from Thailand.  I love Gwen but she is just sooo big, I may splurge and get her a male, OR I may sell her, and get 2 true halfmoon females for my two males. I havent decided yet.